you don't have to be good
I recorded myself doing pushups. I do pushups every day. In the above photos are the points of breaking where I couldn’t do any more. There is something about that point of breaking that I find intresting. Where my will breaks and I can physically no longer hold myself up. That little split between language and physicality. There’s something in there that involves Nietzsche, my weight loss, gender play, gender power.

ehsan gill